11:58 AM
and here i am. wasting my time blogging shit.
it's been boring. damn boring.
school started. met some cool ppl and ya.
they're good ppl. but orientation planners?
they suck. wasted my time.
could have done some other thing.
well. guess thing are meant to be as it is.
boring. there's so little to do now a days.
it sucks la. everything feels so dead.
maybe it's me maybe it's not.
but who cares. it's like that.
i no longer feel a thing.
i no longer believe.
where do i lie?
what is the reason to push for?
i seek nothing.
everything seems irritating.
it pisses me off.
what i found gd to do is all now just a chore.
it's a useless
i'm dead.
dead as can be.
emotionless i stare upon the barriers upon which stand before me.
alone.
i feel good alone.
no one to annoy me.
no one to paster me.
no one to irritate me.
why are communities so impt?
is it all so accommodating?
what are we even doing this for?
i see no practical reasons.
all i so skeptical now.
it's all a waste of time.
live as it is.
it'll be worthwhile after awhile.
while stoning takes it course.
written, poetic_tragedy